It is difficult

It is so difficult being so far away from my family. I miss them terribly. Sometimes I feel as if I should not have come away from them. There are times when I feel so helpless. Today I came to know from my Mom that my sister got hit by a bike. I cried a lot, but after I talked to my sister I found out that it was nothing serious. She said she was fine, but I wanted to be near her, to see her. I get scared so easily nowadays. Anything bad that happens seems like it is my fault. I feel guilty to be away from the people I love so much. I know that there is nothing I can do but to call them and make sure that they are all keeping well. It is the least I can do and I hope it matters in at least a little way.